Today.

I'm so emotional today.. There are so many things running through my head at the moment. I'm not sure if it's baby hormones or if I'm just having one of those days, but I hate feeling like this, especially at work.

I just want the baby out now! I feel so fat and ugly!

Four more weeks...

and I am miserable! I suppose it probably could be worse but I am getting really bad hip pains when I walk-almost as if my legs are about to break off any second, I've got back pains, nausea, heartburn, the constant need to pee! I'm just hoping my busy schedule is enough exercise to get this baby out as soon as possible.. Besides I'm really eager to see my baby girl. =D

Besides that, everything is going good and smoothly. Work is good-busier than ever! School is okay. I haven't gotten really used to the time change yet; still a struggle to wake up early everyday. The bf is good and Tev's doing good. Life is okay. I still wished we had a house.. But it'll be worth it to wait..

Breaking up or making up...

It's all the same to me. I'll live and survive regardless. The most important thing to me right now is my baby and my family and as long as I have them behind me 100% I know I'll always have a home and I'll always be okay.

Frustrated.

Im so frustrated. What I'm frustrated about isn't even the initial problem. I'm so annoyed at the fact that when I wanna talk about something that he wants to avoid completely, he goes off!! I fckn hate it and I can strangle a nigga for real! DO NOT TEST ME!