Eeeks!

Christmas Eve is here! I'm sooo excited but not as excited as for tomorrow! Can't wait to see my lovely family and open gifts tomorrow and see everyone's faces! That's about the best part!

Then I can't wait to see Thou's face too. I know he'll either be mad or really, really happy! I hope it's happy! =)

Anyway after this, I'm tossing away my sadness and my bitter feelings and looking forward to a NEW YEAR in 2011 with my favorites! I love them and I can't ask for anything more...except maybe for a nice, shiny diamond ring. =D Other than that, I'm content. I can't wait to reach my goals this New Year.

I'm not mad..

just sad.. I can't say anything that won't make you mad.. So I'll just keep my feelings and thoughts to myself.

School's out and I'm so lost..and lonely.

2010 Fall Semester's finally over.

I feel like I've been hanging by a thread since last night. I finally took my test at about 10ish and finished with a C. FML. My overall final grade is a C+ and I'm literally 0.2 pts away from a B. I cried...yes I did.. After wiping my last tear, I finally emailed my instructor and asked her what she is going to do in that scenario-but so far I haven't received a reply yet. I think the next thing to do is to go talk to my counselor about it. I'm soo stressed and I really don't need it right now. I think this baby has gone through enough with me these past few months.. I'm such a bad mother already..*sigh

And, it starts:



Update:

I got a B!!!!!!! Brining my GPA to 3.0!!! Woohooo!!

Finals!! =O

I am stressing hardcore over this last final! It's my biology class and it's required that I get a B to get into my program otherwise, there's another semester of it for me and another year of waiting to get in again!! I want this sooooo BAD!!! Right now I'm sitting at work studying my ass off and then I'll be home at 8:30pm and still have to go over my notes and then get to work on my test! Eeekkss!

P.S. I still really want a date night.

Trip to the ER

It must've been baby's message to me to start eating and drinking more. The other day, I found myself lying in a bed in the ER for 3 hours. It was one of th most terrifying moments in my life. I was in the library of the school just typing away when all of sudden my vision started blurring, my head began to spin and I started seeing this blackness envelope me.. I got up and stumbled around and felt my way to the exit. I found myself outside and after a few moments, I felt normal again so I decided to drive myself to the hospital.

It turns out that my blood pressure has been really low and that I need to start drinking more fluids and no more skipping breakfast.

It's been day 2 now and I'm feeling better. I'm still scared that it'll happen again. =/

Ultrasound Videos

I can't stop watching them! I am so in love! It's just not enough, I wanna hold her so bad! And I wanna see how she's gonna look like, me or Thou. =)

Ugh...the anticipation..

Anyway Christmas is slowly but surely approaching. I hope Thou likes my gift! It's the BOMB yo! Since I know he'll never see this, I got him a 32" VIZIO LED HDTV for the bedroom. He's gonna go bananas, probably mad at first cause it cost an arm and leg and then I'm sure pretty crazy happy! Yay! =)

Look at this pretty BABY!: