Eeeks!

Christmas Eve is here! I'm sooo excited but not as excited as for tomorrow! Can't wait to see my lovely family and open gifts tomorrow and see everyone's faces! That's about the best part!

Then I can't wait to see Thou's face too. I know he'll either be mad or really, really happy! I hope it's happy! =)

Anyway after this, I'm tossing away my sadness and my bitter feelings and looking forward to a NEW YEAR in 2011 with my favorites! I love them and I can't ask for anything more...except maybe for a nice, shiny diamond ring. =D Other than that, I'm content. I can't wait to reach my goals this New Year.

I'm not mad..

just sad.. I can't say anything that won't make you mad.. So I'll just keep my feelings and thoughts to myself.

School's out and I'm so lost..and lonely.

2010 Fall Semester's finally over.

I feel like I've been hanging by a thread since last night. I finally took my test at about 10ish and finished with a C. FML. My overall final grade is a C+ and I'm literally 0.2 pts away from a B. I cried...yes I did.. After wiping my last tear, I finally emailed my instructor and asked her what she is going to do in that scenario-but so far I haven't received a reply yet. I think the next thing to do is to go talk to my counselor about it. I'm soo stressed and I really don't need it right now. I think this baby has gone through enough with me these past few months.. I'm such a bad mother already..*sigh

And, it starts:



Update:

I got a B!!!!!!! Brining my GPA to 3.0!!! Woohooo!!

Finals!! =O

I am stressing hardcore over this last final! It's my biology class and it's required that I get a B to get into my program otherwise, there's another semester of it for me and another year of waiting to get in again!! I want this sooooo BAD!!! Right now I'm sitting at work studying my ass off and then I'll be home at 8:30pm and still have to go over my notes and then get to work on my test! Eeekkss!

P.S. I still really want a date night.

Trip to the ER

It must've been baby's message to me to start eating and drinking more. The other day, I found myself lying in a bed in the ER for 3 hours. It was one of th most terrifying moments in my life. I was in the library of the school just typing away when all of sudden my vision started blurring, my head began to spin and I started seeing this blackness envelope me.. I got up and stumbled around and felt my way to the exit. I found myself outside and after a few moments, I felt normal again so I decided to drive myself to the hospital.

It turns out that my blood pressure has been really low and that I need to start drinking more fluids and no more skipping breakfast.

It's been day 2 now and I'm feeling better. I'm still scared that it'll happen again. =/

Ultrasound Videos

I can't stop watching them! I am so in love! It's just not enough, I wanna hold her so bad! And I wanna see how she's gonna look like, me or Thou. =)

Ugh...the anticipation..

Anyway Christmas is slowly but surely approaching. I hope Thou likes my gift! It's the BOMB yo! Since I know he'll never see this, I got him a 32" VIZIO LED HDTV for the bedroom. He's gonna go bananas, probably mad at first cause it cost an arm and leg and then I'm sure pretty crazy happy! Yay! =)

Look at this pretty BABY!:

It's a girl!!!

Today we finally found out the sex of our baby! At first the doctor was unsure because our baby's legs were crossed and then he said he was pretty sure it was girl. At this point I'm still a little skeptical-but I've come to except that he may be right. Anyway, I can't wait for all the great things that will come with this baby girl!! I couldn't be more happy. He said everything looked perfect; the size, the organs, everything.. I'm so happy for a healthy baby. Now on for the next challenge: NAMES! =D

I miss...

the date nights, the flowers, the time alone. I hope that's not being too selfish.. If it is, then just five more months of it and then my life changes forever.

Today

It's been a long day, but actually not too bad for me. Woke up early for Physics class this morning and then also had lab. Afterwards, I picked up Arby's and had lunch with Thou. Wrong idea..the lunch that is. Four hours later and I am still paying for it. I've been burping like crazy and for a second almost barfed in my mouth. This pregnancy has not been nice to be at all, but it's all worth it for my little one.

The Ultrasound is just one week and half away now. So exciting! During a conversation on Monday night, a friend of mine told me to look at this ancient Chinese Birth chart to predict what gender the baby will be. So far all roads lead to a baby boy including my snake dream Monday morning.. We'll see though!



Also we finally got a Christmas tree for the house. No one is as excited as me of course!

 

Yay!

Pregnancy

Thou and I found out on September 23rd that he and I will be having a baby! It hasn't been an easy journey but everything that I've experienced has been totally worth it for my little peanut! This has been such a huge blessing for us!

Today I'm exactly 17 1/2 weeks, which would be my 2nd trimester. It's going by so fast.. No baby bump just yet, but it's forming- slowly but surely.

Our next ultrasound will be the 30th of this month and hopefully we'll know the gender! We haven't been too active in finding names for the baby yet but I've been jotting them down as they come. A few of them are:

Girls:
Ana
Terri
Lylah
Ava
Delaney
Emma
Liv
Grace

Boys:
Preston
Cameron
Trent
Braylon
Topher

I've found, boy names are so much harder to decide on because there are just so many that are actually good sounding ones. We'll see though!

17 weeks:


The holidays are coming up so quickly too. There is just so much going on in my life right now. Thou and I are saving money in hopes to buy a house one day, I'm still attending school full-time and working full-time, the pregnancy, etc. It's such a rollercoaster ride! I'm so lucky to have Thou by my side. He's everything I could ever need. I couldn't ask for more.